So, I must say I am completely clueless when it comes to dating. I have never lived in a big city and usually people just meet, hang out where they met, and then end up hanging out at home ( Read more... )

i don't have too much to say here. Pretty much everything on my mind has been blogged away on the lovelies of myspace. I just decided to hit this page up and see what my friends are up to ( Read more... )

has anyone else on earth ever felt that way... like you are sad about things going on now, but you have the ability to look into the future and laugh and say... i'm gone make it there.. it makes the days easier, but at the same time, is it insane? i mean, seriously, is the future my personal alcohol? do i use it to avoid thoughts about what is ( Read more... )

well, the stuff is back on and i am happy!!! i grow irritated by life lately...at the same time, realizing that the things i have been through previously are for the good.. seeing a purpose in bad things is good ( Read more... )

life seems to be nutty.. i seriously have no clue where my money is going.. i might as well be pouring it down the drain ( Read more... )

i crashed for hours on end last night. seriously, josh was nudging me awake at 9 and i was in "fughet boudid" mode, so i rolled over and it was even difficult to get out of bed, but i had to shower, i still hadn't washed off the bar smell, maybe i was trying to hold the memory close through the stench. i don't know. my hair was a grease ball, so it ( Read more... )

ok, apparently i was PMSing and didn't realize it! seriously, i thought i had about five more days, but i didn't.. oops, i am so not a girl!!! girls keep up with that stuff ( Read more... )

i don't know if i am on emotional roller coaster or what. i just know a lot of crap is irritating me.. i guess basically, i feel like i have been blowing up a lot lately... and right now, i want a cigarette, but i can't have one.. maybe i should sneek out and smoke one... grrr, josh tells me that we are going to his mom's this weekend. i forgot he ( Read more... )

haha being turned on is a state of mind, except when you are talking about getting your phone or electricity cut back on. all right, looks like i am in the financial turn around... i am getting things paid. i don't have money to spare, but i can pay the bills and get some groceries this month!! YAY ( Read more... )

as most of you know, my cell has been cut off.... in addition right before the rock boat, my computer decided to burn up its mother board... so i have been outta touch..for whatever reason the censor on my school computer has decided myspace is pornography and will not let me go there. it has decided that i can't do michael's message board either, ( Read more... )