Today is a new day, right? Doesn't feel so new. I still wanna cry, which I did for over an hour last night before I fell asleep. I need Matt to be here for me and i wait all day to talk to him and all he can do is basically sit his way through our conversation. I want him to talk to me. I want him to be the man that he was being back at the ( Read more... )

    I want to know who thought it would all cool to make everyone learn Algebra. Cause you know what i think? I its stupid! Yeah i said it, S-T-U-P-I-D! I graduated when i was 15 and i haven't used math for four years! You know why i haven't used it for four years? Because yoou don't ever need to use it! Because it's useless! 
     Ok i'm going to ( Read more... )

Life is nothing of what it used to be. This journal doesn't even reflect me anymore. I've changed into a whole other version of myself. A better one. A smarter, more mature, grown up me. Makes me laugh reading back on my past. What was important, what mattered, what had just begun ( Read more... )

I miss this so much. Sitting at a computer screen and just letting everything go onto a page. Letting it suck every stressful detail away so i don't feel like i'm about to explode. Ok so i do that in my baby blue three inch wired notebook that has a 'Life Is Good' sticker plastered on it, that i started using when i cut my internet off, but Gosh ( Read more... )

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Friday was Youth Spring Fest. Twas very, very fun. Played a bunch of games that might seem stupid at first thought but when played with all your friends you laugh so hard you cry ( Read more... )

Let's see saturday with Matt was perfect. We watched 'The Notebook', played Play Station, ate pizza, and kissed. We shared some amazing kisses but the best by far was the one he gave me when he walked me to my door. I was facing my steps when i turned around and said 'Give me a kiss.' i threw my arms around his neck and *BOOM* the whole weak in the ( Read more... )

There is something about my bed on a early Saturday morning. Warm with the covers slightly squished. I turned on my lamp at 7:15am and reached down for my copy of 'Prom' determained to finsih it without interuption. I snuggled deep in my covers and slowly sank and got lost in Ashley's world. After an hour of light cleaning and plopped on the couch ( Read more... )

Making up my bed after my Quiet Time with the Lord i had to stop everything and run to my desk for a pen and jot this down ( Read more... )

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