yeah its over.

ive gone backwards.
he went crazy.

the end.

i dont know how to live without him?

its over.
4 years gone.

moving back to woosta in the next week or 2.
=]

i cant help but be a bit excited.

I feel like crap.
and i know its not because what i want it to be.
i hate myself sometimes because of this.
what the hell is wrong with my body?
why can i just be normal?
buttttt nooooooo.

i spent my teenage years trying to avoid it.
and now when i want it and its okay.
i cant have it.

jeez i wish i had known this when i was 16.

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So base housing leaves me a voicemail saying that they were gonna move me into another house, im thinking oh jeez please do not move me from one crappy house to the other but NOPE. we get a NEW house, oh and we have 5 days to move, and that includes today, so i have to organize and clean but not really pack cause TMO is gonna come and pack it all ( Read more... )

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So everything is back on track.
My baby is coming home in about 25 days.
You have no idea how fucking excited i am.
<3333333333333333333

So ill be leaving for NC id say September 3rd.
Thats means i have 2 weekends left bitches.
Then im dipping out of this shitty place.
haha. =]
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

what the fuck was wrong with me!?

its over now.

and dont even bother calling me or coming around here,
you guys know who you are.
unless ur gunna pay me back the fucking money u owe me,
u have a month,
and if i dont get it,
ull just have to deal with Tom when he comes home,
and trust me, it wont be pretty.

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does anyone ever check LJ anymore?

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