MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE. This is probably my last post until i get back to school....not that xmas is going to be that great anyways...but...well...no more school...i guess thats a good thing...im getting back into a band....same one....it will be so weird to play again...first practice is tonight....and we have a show like...next week already... ( Read more... )

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hmmm...not to much goin on...jobless....fighting a lot with katy and parents...we are going to break up...i give it another 2 months or so...tops....xmas is coming up...lol....i dont get a xmas this year...no tree no presents, no decorations...kinda a long story....just...my dad... for those of you who chat with me...you know.... anyways....so ( Read more... )

mk so....need a job...went to school to turn in my cap and gown bullshit yesterday...saw a lot of people that ive missed....most talked to me...one didnt....hmm...i think i know how to take it...just hurts..i found what she wrote in my yearbook a couple years back..my how things have changed...most of which i blame myself for...which i should just ( Read more... )

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that didnt work like i wanted it to...oh well.

its been...weird lately...im going for a lifestyle change...new job, new car, planning to move out...i need a big change.....things are going...peculiarly well...my moms birhtday is this weekend...im going up there for a day or 2...depending...but its cool...im ready for xmas already...get out of school...ive been thinking i might get back into a ( Read more... )

mk...been awhile since ive posted....hmm 18 now...for a couple weeks..doesnt feel so different...im kinda in a good mood today...dunno why for sure....might be because its halloween...who knows...but anyways...a lot has happened....i think i got a credit card coming to me now...so thats good...ive decided to get a bank account and take out a loan ( Read more... )

not so much to say today....but i am kinda busy...ill write more on thurs or fri...

so my 18th birthday is tomorrow....what a waste...isnt it supposed to be special? ...i mean...katy is making it special...she is ...she really is....but as for absolutely everyone else....its "so what else is new" me and jessie are on the not conversing state...for how long? she seems happy...i want her to be..think im just gonna kinda bow out of ( Read more... )