So I am slacking off on updating this thing.... so here is what I have been up to:

Work has been very busy, almost non-stop.

Me, well I just got in an accident and totalled my car. I'm ok and I got a new car but it was not fu in the least bit. I have been hanging out with friends not too much this week but most of the time. I hae started a painting ( Read more... )

THE GREAT DIVIDE
I have run to the ocean
Through the Horizon
Chased the sun
I’ve waited for the light to come,
And at times I would give up
You have
Wrapped your loving arms ‘round me,
And with your love I’ll overcome.
You have
Loved me when I was weak,
You have
Given unselfishly,
Kept me from Falling…Falling
Everywhere but my Knees!

You set me free!
To ( Read more... )

SURROUND ME

They say no man’s an island but I tend to disagree
I guess they’ve never seen my island,
And where it lies at sea
I’m lost inside my memory.
I’m still in disbelief.
If I could paint a picture for you this is what you’d see

I’m down on my knees
Begging you to rescue me
Please stop me
Don’t let me run
Surround me…Surround me…now

A wounded man ( Read more... )

Well a quick update.

I got another tattoo..my last one most likely. I love it!

I chopped my hair off...it was really long! Now it's back to spikes!

My sister is now 16..all grown up.

And its been great talking to old friends!

"Whisper"

Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drives me
Into madness
I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away

[Chorus:]
Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies ( Read more... )

Frail

Convinced of my deception
I've always been a fool
I fear this love reaction
Just like you said I would

A rose could never lie
About the love it brings
And I could never promise
To be any of those things

If I was not so weak
If I was not so cold
If I was not so scared of being broken
Growing old
I would be...
I would be...
I would be...

Blessed are the ( Read more... )

Sometimes you think you know someone and then something happens and you realize you dont know them as well as you think you do. They have barriers that you can't see around, secrets they keep to themselves, and the need to protect themselves against hurt. We all do it. God knows I have those barriers with everyone. Don't get discouraged, everything ( Read more... )

Well not too much new going on. I still love work and I am very happy that I left wegmans. It's nice though because my friends from Wegmans come to visit me and I love seeing them. I was sick the past few days...I actually feel kinda better today so hopefully it will stay that way. Tonight everyone is going to the Ben Folds concert and i was going ( Read more... )

bring me to life

how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where i've become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home wake me up inside
wake me up inside
call my name and save me from the dark
bid my blood to run
before i come undone
save me from the nothing i've ( Read more... )

"Stop"

Yet I crawl,

on my face now.

Surrender all,

Shudder to a halt.

Erase my thoughts

so I can hear.

Blind my eyes

to focus on you.

Mute my tongue

So you can speak.

Pause the spinning world

so distraction is gone.

Let me sing a redemption song.