Okay you decide who I look like...


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I see some many people here today... I try to surpress this feeling, this feeling that seems to be my surmise. My evidence that I am still who I am inside. The chaos in my mind, it is fading ever now. My seams are tightly bound and the notion of my completion is on the rise. Only you will hear me cry from now. My emotions are raging and only you ( Read more... )

Okay, I had another dream which was before the... yeah dream ( Read more... )

My ability to dream is resurfacing ( Read more... )

Remove heart and soul ( Read more... )

My theme song in 2004 ( Read more... )

I know it has been only about two weeks... Although it seems longer... I do wish I had someone to hold and tell them the words I now have a hard time saying... It will be sometime before I will be able to say those words to someone that is not a friend... I do wish that someone would hold me and tell me that I am beautiful not only on the outside ( Read more... )

Well, for the time being I am happy. I am at peace with myself. I got my closure that I needed. My thoughts have went back to my spirtual side.

When Jupiter becomes functionally malefic and afflicted, it closes our door to true wisdom. It will make us too materialistic, too enamored of wealth. It will make us proud, give us too much ego and make us a showman, and self indulgent. He will make our inner immune system ineffective. His true creative power will get ineffective in trivial ( Read more... )