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Appoligize
I am sorry for the much pressure I have put on some people. I do thank you for dealing with my shit. I will also thank you if you stay by me. This current time have put much pain on my heart to realize that I am need to become who I know I am. If those that stay by me I will forever love you for what I can give is just that, love. I will stand by ( Read more... ) -
Alone
It ended and I start over, but new this time. A mask that I wear to hide myself. Tonight I will be amoung sooo many people that do not know me, although they know my face. I will gaze into the stars and wonder off. Knowing that I am alone to fight my own battles. So, I will drift off and dream the dreams that will never come. To touch those that I ( Read more... ) -
MOVIES!!!
Okay sooo go see A Scanner Darkly!!! It is a fucking good movie. It left me dazed and confused. I then drove home feeling as if I was under the influence. A movie that can do that to me is awsome. *smiles* -
Offical
So, it is offical. -
My fears
Amerophobia, Acrophobia, Agateophobia, Agraphobia, Angrophobia, Apeirophobia, Athazagoraphobia, Atychiphobia, Cenophobia, Christophobia (this one is sooo true), Chronophobia, Chronophobia (now a days who is not???), Decidophobia (shut up it is true), Epistemophobia (this one cause much problem... As ignorence is bliss), Ermitophobia (welcome to a ( Read more... ) -
Candle...
Well, my candle that I loved for sooo long as dropped. I guess it is a sign to let go and forget. I will try and hold to my values. I will miss you red flower upon my hair and lips. Only to taste you once again... *It is happening* (Note to Ms. Sugar Cookie) -
Love as it was not
I have come to the realization... I do enjoy games time to time, but when it comes to items that most will know that concerns me that I do not like ot play "those" games. I ask for an answer and I expect an answer. I know I have played those games in the past but I would like ot think I have moved on... Well, with those that know that I do not like ( Read more... ) -
No Quarter
I am starting to think I should take my bass to work and play in the warehouse or on the AOA. I am just thinking how it would echo off the empty walls. I think I should learn all of Led Zeppelin's bass lines. -
Closure
My closure and my other items will be complete soon. At the end of it I WILL dream again!!! Well, not sooo much on dreams but my visions. They will not be cloudy. My poetry will flow, my art will be, I will gain back what I lacked!!! This brings much happyness to me, knowing it will come to an end. The one thing I fear is that I might be a totally ( Read more... ) -
A poem from the past ( Read more... )