I realize that the place I go to relax can also be a trap for my emotional state. Is it just me or can people pick up that I am not in the right state of mind. I know that they might just want to be my friends but some are showing more. I have to run away from them and surround myself with friends that I know that will look out for me. Although ( Read more... )

I think it may be time to try to get paid for something I do on a weekly basis. Dance!!! I am think of becoming a Bondage a Go Go dancer. Do you think it would work???

Okay some poetry of current and some from early years. Perhaps I will make them into more of a song ( Read more... )

Which I am... My body and my mind... Move sooo simplistic, in elegance rival in. The sheer nature of my body and mind are provoking. I know the lies on your face which you eyes convey. Internal lust it was... Perhaps I will destroy you with a glance.

I will stop here...

Well, I am drinking on a near empty stomach (What's new). I am already blitzed. And to think I shave in this state... Okay I am eating now, need to put something in my tummy. Well on a more entertaining note if my drinking behavor does not amuse you, I am listening to some nice arse chill music, damn it bring sooo many "experiences" back. Oh my I ( Read more... )

I called her parents in hopes of getting ahold of her. She is currently working out in a resort which does not allow her to receive too many calls so her mother did not have a number to give me. Although her mother did say she would let her know that I called. It is a step foward. I just wish I could talk to her.

After roaming the internet for countless hours/days, I believe I have found some hope. While doing my searches, I found one reference that looks very promising. I left a note on the person's journal, hopefully they do not think I am a total weirdo and help me out. I need this closure sooo much. I also found the person had a myspace page, I will not ( Read more... )

Wow... Something of letters... Dash slash dot... I used to have them... Although as the time slips on by I feel they are falling short... I lost...

It tears at me inside. *sighs* I miss those words filled with letters... *sighs*

Blah blah blah...

Hehe...

No... Well Perhaps...

Hi...

Well, it is funny none the less...

I don't know...

No...

Hi...

Stop what???

Ahhh...

*giggles*

Don't make me hurt you :p

You better be...

Like last night???

*grins*

Grrr yourself

*muah*

Look!!! I am writing something... Is anyone going to read it??? That is a question... No one would expect me to write in here... *Gasps* I am done now... I just want to see who would read this...