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ha!
I should write a book. I've always wanted to and I've started a couple but I get distracted or lose interest. But books take time... not only to be lived before written but to write as well... I would love to write some crazy fantasy story... just take my imagination and run with it. Then again... I would love to write about my life, but who ( Read more... ) -
you don't even know.
what hurts me the most is not my love that you abandoned... but my friendship. -
"You've been over an hour, ducks,"
plain - that about sums it up. that's what i am and that's what life is. remove one letter and we have day to day affairs. it's hard that one can hate themselves so much. that everything done is against one's judgement... even if it's poor judgement.
call me Isadora.
but.... where is my Adrian? -
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Zack and Miri Make a Porno is fucking HILAROUS and you are commanded to watch.
Thinking about getting back in school. I NEED MORE SOCIAL INTERACTION THAN THREE CHICKS WITH KIDS! (ew, kids)
But, also, I need to meet some NERDS. I found a program at a local votech for Digital Imaging and Design. Since i first got a computer i have always wanted to ( Read more... ) -
worrisome
Had a strange dream last night. Dreamt that I had cancer. I was hanging out with some gays at this awesome fetish-rave-type party, but i had to leave often for medicines...
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There is nothing more frustrating than fighting against that which cannot be changed.
How do you learn to accept the inevitable?
How do you learn to differentiate between that which cannot be changed and that which you do not have the strength to change...?
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boring update...
still in tx.
still married.
still crushing (hard) on my bandman.
got a job at Sears Portrait Studio. O.o
...screaming kids...all the time... i'm so happy... yay...