i did it...i let the crazy out. I hope this doesnt scare him away, even if he was being an asshole about it.

“I was in a hair’s-breadth for pronouncement, and I found with humiliation that probably I would have nothing to say ( Read more... )

so basically i could have written for hours on that one journal topic, "is senior year living up to your expectations?" And i will answer with one big fucking NO! and then elaborate ( Read more... )

I wish i could stop being such a freak. And i wish i could stop over thinking things. And i wish i had lemons right now, not so i could make lemonade but so i could dip them in sugar and realize that with every sour aspect of life there is a sweet one and as corny as that may seem its really true ( Read more... )

I had too much fun yesterday. Making a fool of myself never gets old. The play wasnt the best show we had on Sunday but it was still a blast to preform as always. The "cast" party was really fun too. Dancing around like a moron and trying to make the boys uncomfortable was way too much of a ball. I still think i should have tryed to give "you know ( Read more... )

I got accepted into Dell Arte. Not sure what to feel. I am really happy that out of however many people applying i am one of the the people that got in but also not sure if i even want to go there. Or anywhere i am applying for that matter. You only have so much time before you are forced to grow up. Before that time comes when i get ( Read more... )

I have been sprayed, slightly wounded, stressed, depressed, jet lagged (sp?) and nauseous since i have returned. there's no place like home right?

I feel this weird pit of uneasiment like something is going to happen and i have no way of stopping it. Myabe its just all the weird dreams i had last night. Dreams that left me furious, frustrated, sad, and in love. I hope i am wrong ( Read more... )

Milton died this morning. I dont know what to say really, he was a good little bird and i loved him a lot. What gets me is i dont know if i will ever have another canary that will fly around my room with a song in his heart and poop on my alarm clock and then when he is ready fly right back into his cage. I dont know if i will ever have another ( Read more... )

Got most of my berry work done and no longer feel like an incompetent asshole. I hate it tho cus once i get rid of one load then another one rears its ugly head ( Read more... )