Alright, basically Berry's class makes me feel toootally incompetent. When i am trying to thoughtfully reply to a multi-million answer question and can't get words out worth shit it just makes me feel like crying. I have baically no fucking clue about whats going on in America. Let alone the world. Part of me feels like it doesn't matter but fuck, ( Read more... )

aaah...i could stare at this new icon for hours. pretty colors ( Read more... )

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Stanford=so much fun!!!!! gaaah! too wonderful for words. I love ephram and linker! Weeeee! They let us do so many cool things. The ride there was awsome just chilling in the back with jesse and sticking my feet in hank and mandie's face. hee hee. the race was actually ok, besides the fact that i could not kick it in the end for the life of me and ( Read more... )

Fall is so wonderful. So crisp and clear and just beautiful. I can't wait for everything! I can't explain this excitement in my belly but its there and it makes me want to laugh/scream with excitement. After school i had to babysit Sterling again. I cant help it, i just got to say it, he's so fat! And i love it. I love fat babies. Dimples ( Read more... )

where to begin? heaven only knows, i hate this feeling. I really hate it. Not knowing what to expect not knowing when the phone is going to ring or even where i stand. And it makes me happy and it makes me fucking insane. And i wanna just say "screw it" and leave it at that. But i cant and i dont know why. Maybe because it was different then it ( Read more... )

he messaged me back!!!! hahahah! he never got my call.lalalala!

BIG SMILE!!!!

Today was really edgy. I woke up at 11 and went for a run. The same course i attempted to run yesterday with Linker and a, well, semi-hot other teacher that is going to be my new coach. (awkward? I think so) oh and mandies of course, hee hee. Anyway it was pathetic, yesterday made me want to lie down and die. I felt like i was carrying a sack of ( Read more... )

Last night i felt like i was suffocating in my body. It was the strangest feeling. Suddenly i felt trapped inside myself. My head, legs, and arms all felt like giant walls. My flesh felt like the padded cushonings of a solitary confinment ward. Needless to say i cried myself to sleep ( Read more... )

It seems that each period of my life is marked my a new movie hunk obsession. First it was Jim Carrey....not really a movie "hunk" but i was twelve and i thought that the best attribute a guy could have was the ability to make me laugh. (how naive i was) Later i discovered the wonders of Johnny Depp, time and time again. He pops up every now and ( Read more... )