Pining is the biggest waste of time! ~Langley ( Read more... )

...I just had a really long post about Melanie and all the ways I love her, and I lost it. I'm crying now cuz I don't think I'll ever be able to recreate it with such poise and sincerity as I had previously. I don't even want to try...I just want her back ( Read more... )

Have you ever been someplace and seen cops walk in and immediately think "Oh my god? Did I do something?!" Or been riding down the street when a police man pulls up behind you and you begin freaking out replaying every move you've made since you got out of bed this morning? No? Well maybe it's just we black people who sweat bullets everytime we see ( Read more... )

If you all open your planners or flip your calendars to the proper month (September), you should notice one day stand out above all the rest. The day with all the stars, happy faces, exclamation points, cakes, stickers, beers, and pretty colors on it -- that's my birthday!! September 12, to be exact. I'm sure it's a day you've been lookin forward ( Read more... )

...I just want to graduate and move on with my life. That is all. I'm so sick of this school, this state, these people. I've had the worst experiences of my life in college (especially dating) and I find it really hard to think that some day I am going to look back on this as the best years of my life ( Read more... )

98 Degrees - "The Hardest Thing"

We both know that I shouldn't be here
This is wrong
And baby it's killing me, it's killing you
Both of us trying to be strong

I've got somewhere else to be
Promises to keep
Someone else who loves me
And trusts me fast asleep

I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better ( Read more... )

The long saga of Mel Mel and I has finally come to an end. I've never been the one to end a relationship and I gotta tell ya, it feels about the same as being dumped. That is probably because I really did/do care about her. I cared about her enough to know that I am not the one she needs to be with...not right now. I don't know how I can/will move ( Read more... )

I was never one to close my eyes and day dream about the future. I was always more concerned with the present and excited about the fact that I had no idea what the future would hold. But as the future becomes the present I find myself wondering if things would be different for me now if I had participated in those childhood fantasies. Would I have ( Read more... )

It's been an eventful couple of days and without my new addiction, Sid Meier's Pirates!, I might never have made it through relatively unfettered. Unfortunately (or fortunately, depending on how you look at it), my addiction is closing in on me so I will be brief in my description that I may get on with my scurvy life on the Caribbean ( Read more... )

My appetite has been raging out of control lately. I think I am experiencing a second puberty or something; at least, that is what I hope cuz then maybe I will grow another few inches -- up, not out. I don't know but it's got me a little worried. I like being skin and bones with a small appertite ( Read more... )