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[quatsch_kopf]

There is a cat outside and I can hear it so loudly from the fourth floor. As silly as it sounds, I feel so emotionally aligned with this pitiful sound. Nothing makes sense, nothing feels good, nothing is working. I don't know if it's seasonal depression or just me being a shitty unintelligent person who can't time manage, but I feel horrible

Comments

[choke_cunt]

I feel you on the level of the final statement.

Miss you <3

[beklagelse]

"Final statement of fact: I spend a lot of time wishing I was half as happy as everyone I encounter."
so does everyone, including the people you encounter

and its just a shitty time of year. everything is rotting, everything.
i think things will change come january.
hopefully
<3
siobhan

[wheeatie]

romeeni-
maybe it's the season.
also-a big portion of people with irritable bowel
are wheat/gluten intolerant..maybe it's something you could
try out just to see.

[quatsch_kopf]

Oh it feels so weird to have written/respond/respond to a response...of something so negative. I was at a super low because of my towering to do list- but I just wrote a 9 page paper in only a few hours! Optimism abounds. Thanks for your concern, errybody.

[ms_majestica]

I can identify a lot with this...
The dawn of winter leaves no room for spiritual warmth,
but then again thats why you cant spell spiritual without ritual.

Sounds like youre doing your best, but you need more assurance.
Have faith that the you will find what youre looking for,
and that the sweet is never as sweet without the sour...

I rarely comment, you may not recognize me,
but my name is Angelina,
we met at Siobhan's birthday party a couple years ago in Woodstock.
I am a good friend of Siobhans,
and hope you come across the right rock to turn over.

[killerbobbarker]

Anyone who doesn't write to a fictitious audience is selling something. THAT'S a statement of fact. You want relevance? Do whatever the fuck you want, THAT'S relevant. Half of everybody you encounter thinks they can buy happiness- the other half wishes they could. Nothing makes sense? What's so bad about that? Isn't that the way it's supposed to be?

[quatsch_kopf]

I guess I like to believe in conventional things, because I feel more assured by them.
Sad I missed you when we were both in the same place. Where are you going to be all winter long? Wanna hang out?

[killerbobbarker]

I prefer chaos over convention, we should talk. And yes, that is very sad. I'm going to be home as of the 21st and I'll be home until the 15th or so- my plan is to do nothing but relax and enlighten my mind. So yes, let's hang out.