I need to have more Dionysian attitude.

sitting in bed with my kitten just makes me feel so sleepy and peaceful and happy ( Read more... )

fi⋅del⋅i⋅ty
1. strict observance of promises, duties, etc.: a servant's fidelity. 2. loyalty: fidelity to one's country. 3. conjugal faithfulness. 4. adherence to fact or detail. 5. accuracy; exactness: The speech was transcribed with great fidelity. 6. Audio, Video. the degree of accuracy with which sound or images are ( Read more... )

And don't want to forget about.

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hate.

Winter break is almost here, I am making lists of things to do ( Read more... )

There is a cat outside and I can hear it so loudly from the fourth floor. As silly as it sounds, I feel so emotionally aligned with this pitiful sound. Nothing makes sense, nothing feels good, nothing is working. I don't know if it's seasonal depression or just me being a shitty unintelligent person who can't time manage, but I feel horrible ( Read more... )

I write letters to my past when I stand in the shower, and relief is a rarity in my life. I am comfortable and happy in the web in the nest in the womb of all the relationships I have created and that have been created around me. I am really really searching and my ferocity has not gone unnoticed. I am unconcerned, I am overly compassionate. I have ( Read more... )

The memorial for Seraphin was tonight. In my big, yellow, tacky America Reads t-shirt and white gloves, I took the role of an usher, but ended up crying through the whole thing anyway ( Read more... )

I get so angry on days like today. It is rainy. I was going to have a party. I made capponata and sangria. There is a party in New Paltz and either I bring my silly appetizers and such to it or I sit alone. I stayed an extra day for this shit! I could see so many more people and have a way better party NOT in this silly town ( Read more... )