There is too much happening in my life right now ( Read more... )

I am absolutely obsessed with the way that I just rearranged my room. I am waiting for Dan to get out of work (because he has the battery to my drill) to put up some gauze/tool-like curtains, and a heavy duty wire to drape my scarves on (which I've already laid on my bed in a dazzling color arrangement) My closet looks like a palace, my easel is ( Read more... )

TO DO!
This week/weekend:
Call landlord
Send out rent check
Clean room
Put up curtains
Figure out how to rearrange furniture
Gesso canvas
Do laundry
Buy YMCA membership
Buy groceries
Buy Mane&Tail conditioner
Avoid excessive drrrrrinking

TO DO!
This month:
Redo room so that it is comfortable and feels like my own.
Find paint color that is kind of "burnt peach" or ( Read more... )

I feel like I've never had my emotions toyed with like this. WTF Oasis Children Services? They sent me an online contract today to put my electronic signature on for the position of Art Director.
I am happy/confused/tired/hungry/lonely/and have a new gmail account.

Well, this past Saturday, I had a job interview, for a position as an art teacher at a Brooklyn summer camp. I was super pumped, got my spirits high, went in there and got the job ( Read more... )

I don't want to spend my whole life acting as if I am acting.

I am scared of everything and frustrated and hungry.

My lifeline is broken. I've never given this much thought but I am currently spooked.
I'd like to speak to some one.

I want Woodstock and summer and tacos and ice cream. BAD. 

(What to take next semester. What job I should get for the summer. Whether or not I'm too late. Whether or not I'm pretty/smart/well dressed enough to work in a gallery. Whether or not working in a gallery is actually a good thing. If working with children is what I'm really into or if I'm just somehow fixated on childhood in some weird way that is ( Read more... )

I feel exceptionally weird right now. I am on the west coast. I am in Seattle. I got to see Robin last weekend and spent a good two days with her. I want to go home but I feel really unsure of what my concept of home has come to be and I really like the geography here. This is not much of an update, I'm sorry to anyone reading it ( Read more... )