Two days ago my mom's car burst into flames ten minutes after she stepped out of it. It took me so long to recover from the shock, and in the meantime I decided to watch Zeitgeist ( Read more... )

I haven't slept in my bed alone in four days and all of a sudden I am no longer capable. I have work at 9am-ish and I don't want to go, despite the fact that ultimately, it won't be very taxing at all ( Read more... )

My lowest grade is a B+, I love my job, I am getting totally compensated for how Pratt administration fucked up my payments, I am going to Mark's place tonight to hang out with family and I am bringing a bottle of wine ( Read more... )

I thought I was done and so I slept a lot yesterday and it turns out that I have to/am advised to make a mold of this torso that I made in sculpture. I spend the 3 hour class pouring plaster over it after rubbing it down with vaseline (mind you it's a nude sculpture of a notoriously well-um, hung model) all the while being yelled at by my professor ( Read more... )

I just finished everythingggg, almost.
I had my performance piece this afternoon, everyone said it was great and I felt okay about it. I am 93% done with my last painting, and all I have in the next two days is sculpture and painting critique.
I am going to be celebrating for the next three days, at least. This feeling is so good.

This weird thing keeps happening, where the lights all over the house become dimmer, and then suddenly it gets super bright again. Also, the first light in my bedroom (my expansive "master" bedroom which requires more than one overhead light) went out a few days ago and last night as I was going to sleep, it TURNED BACK ON! AH! I think that lady ( Read more... )

I'm kind of drunk, I ate less than a lot today and drank two beers. I pedaled home deliriously, I wanted to film the whole thing. I am scared that nothing in my life is going to come together, and the more I look at the towering piles of crap I produce, the more affirmation I have in this premonition. I keep having big ideas, and then I get caught ( Read more... )

( Not written to be read, but I figure why not put ideas into further motion by publicizing them? )

I am not going to be able to have a job next semester because I have to set aside two days for field work.

I really miss slumber parties, Mia, Emma Beebe, people close to me that aren't close to me...
I want to slip into a hole. <--INNUENDO, YES. (ew, joke ( Read more... )

I can hear my roommate in the kitchen listening to Cat Power and singing and it is so beautiful. I am living in a wine glass. I never want to stop. Please, be okay with me.

I think my next boyfriend should be a girlfriend.