so...i'm all alone for an entire day, so i think i shall beat "Alice." perhaps someone will come visit me...well, i doubt it, really, but i can dream, right? last night i got a choker i really wanted in return for my soul. it was an ok deal. i think i shall wear it today, along with my boxers and t-shirt...see, i can do that because i have no soul ( Read more... )

william is sleeping. i am having serious issues about him going to college. at this point, the only thing i want is for him to stay with me, but i know that won't happen...he has his whole life ahead of him. and i...don't. i suppose i knew i'd have to deal with it sooner or later, but why now? right when my parents are breaking up...this is crap. ( Read more... )

god i'm stressed. that is all.

well, i guess my mom got fed up with my dad, and now my childhood fantasy is coming true...at exactly the wrong time. my mother wishes to get an apartment with me in town. with me. me. hello mom! i moved out last year! remember, when i was 15? i can't say no either. she needs my income to survive. she hasn't worked a real job in three years...she's ( Read more... )

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yesterday we rented "devil's playground", a documentary on the amish. at age 16, amish children spend anywhere from a few months to years in the outside world, to see if they really want to join the amish church. this movie was about those teens and what they do in those years. and let me tell you, if i'm going to any party, it'll be an amish party ( Read more... )

please send me $18.98 to buy this dress. i will dance with joy.

that's what i'm doing! the cake is white with white frosting, and the coffee is french vanilla. i'm also eating marshmallows (or public gullibility puffs, as william calls them.) this is dinner tonight! it will be good...but it would be better if i could dip the cake in pudding like i wanted to...*lament*...william is angry that i bought the ( Read more... )

today we had baked potatoes for breakfast. it was ok until my mother showed up and told me it wasn't healthy. yes mother, now go home and smoke some more pot...damned hypocrites. give me some cash if you want to see me eating well. william is playing Magic Knights on the other computer and the music is so annoying i feel the need to drown it out ( Read more... )