whatever. my old ones treat me like crap now adays. its like one thing after another from a different person each time and I'm not going to keep forgiving. And I am not going to keep letting it go. Why the hell can't we be honest with eachother. If things keep up like this...I don't want to keep in contact with anyone once I get out of college. And ( Read more... )

I feel like crap. and I have just gone into super paranoid mode. For one thing, I am def. disconnected from the world because I hardly have time to do anything. I feel like people do things to mean just to make me feel bad/mad. Or don't tell me things because they'd rather leave me out. Anywayz ( Read more... )

Junior year has been amazing and hectic at the same time. But I feel like I am growing apart from those that I was close with. :( and its only been two weeks. I miss my classes last year and the people and the great times. And now this year I am in a whole new setting, and its really weird. Anyways. That's it. byyeeeeeeeeeee

I'm updating because I haven't in awhile. This summer has been pretty great so far, met a lot of cool new people, watched a lotta movies, and just relaxed. I haven't even looked at the pre-calc book, and I don't think I am planning to (not feeling that nerdy ( Read more... )

la la laaalala...the last couple of days have been fun. On friday I went bowling and got a 21 the first game, but amanda changed it to a 300 lmao. Our "team" me, ashley and kaitlyn lost against joey jet and emily, and of course joey and jet rubbed it in, but the next game we beat them with help from amanda. we def. rubbed it in at that point. then ( Read more... )

today was fun. it was jess' b-day we had dinner at ruby tuesday's then watched mr. and mrs. smith. It was the second time for me, and I found soo many mistakes in it, but it was still great. then we went took a pitstop to walmart to find emma some socks for bowling. then we went to the bowling alley....too bad they closed early today for some odd ( Read more... )

I don't understand how some people can do things and not have a guilty conscience. How they can cheat and lie as if they are doing absolutely nothing wrong. And then when...IF they get caught...they wonder...why is MY LIFE SO BAD...what have I ever done!? *smacks head*

Have you ever just wanted to do something out of the ordinary or just uncalled for like i don't know...randomly get up in class and sing a song. Or during an assembly...throw something just to see what happens. I even sometimes hope someone did something like that in school just for a change. Nothing serious and no one getting harmed or anything ( Read more... )

needed a day off. so I took it ( Read more... )

Life is so confusing, so unorganized, so fake. And I always wonder where I will be ten years from now, who will I know ten years from now. Why do/should I even care now, when its all going to change anyway. Life is about change, right? I wish I could just write every thought down, holding nothing back. Its just people don't take the time to ( Read more... )