ok....marco is taking me to the shadows fall concert thursday, juarez friday, saturday shopping with mommy and grandma, and visiting andres ( Read more... )

here is a quiz to tell me what you really think of me...

What do you really think of me?not much has happend lately... my parents are getting evicted from the house, and i have decided to drop low enough to work at mcdonalds since i cant get a fucking job anywhere else... if you have any job ideas bsides fast food, please post them maybe i havent ( Read more... )

ok... this week was long...
i will start with what happend when me and victoria snuck out... well i was leary of the whole thing... and i felt really stupid and immature sneeking out considering i am 18, and she is 15 and on HOUSE ARREST but we did it any ways... well her 23 year old boyfriend was supposed to pick us up at 2 in the morning, but he ( Read more... )

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wow... HOLY SHIT this is an actual update.. hopefully you all have not forgotten about me... but i cant use the computer at home anymore... marco will get upset... well as you all know we are broken up... and i think we will remain that way... he says we will get back together in 2 months after i move out... which also may result in lack of posting ( Read more... )

To the world you may be one person,
but to one person you may be the world.
-Unknown-bowling last night was fun came in second during the first round... i think it was cas i actually got the right size of a ball...7... always been my lucky number... i didnt go to bed till 2 because marcos sister told marco about some ugly ass mark mcgrath look ( Read more... )

new layout... i guess the 2 backgounds i had before were taken off their server... BASTARDS! anyways, went to my doctors appointment... they uped my prozac... which i see pointless... but oh well, whatever makes them happy... *raises eyebrow ( Read more... )

bowling tomorrow night with marcos sister... i pray to god marco comes home tomorrow night... i have a doctors appointment at 1:45 to get my prozac uped or change it to zoloft... yay happy pills... jesus christ i am a mess ( Read more... )

its all over the last five month of promises, love, and everything else we had is over. i feel dead, i feel empty. everyone tells me its going to be ok, but this time i cant believe anyone. i fucked up. i took the one thing in my life that was actually good and i destroyed it. now i am left with nothing. i severed my ties, i left my parents, i ( Read more... )

THE PUPPIES WERE BORN!!!there are seven of them and they all look like ozzy, except the runt that looks like lilly…they all lived and so did the mother… I cant wait to see them ( Read more... )