C has not contacted me back. This is probably for the best. I kind of fucked up jumping to the conclusion that I did. But I'm happy I said my peace, just wish I could have said it to her face instead of through email. M appears to be really happy with her gf, it hurt to see it. The careful touching, the intimate looks... these are the same things ( Read more... )

You responded and I was set in my place. I responded and now wait for your response, if any. This sux, I thought I had moved on from this. It's hard to accept I've been holding in feelings. I'm really good at doing that. Acting like I'm a stone wall when everyone knows I'm such a mush ball ( Read more... )

Closure… more for me than you.

The reason for me contacting you now is because I want to get something off my chest. You may not even read this, but that’s not terribly important. This is honestly a selfish message.

I’m not really sure why I unblocked you, but I did. Your immediate deletion of our connection on facebook is either 1. You are ( Read more... )

Life is interesting. Things change. There is birth and death ( Read more... )

Such a crazy week or so ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in months ( Read more... )

I've been holding off on writing in here. I just wanted to not think about the past few weeks, but I need to process and at least write them down ( Read more... )

Today the chick that Christina is talking to came up to spend the next several days with her. At first I was really excited because I want her to move on and I felt like once she does, it will help me really move on as well. But now with the reality of this person's arrival I've become quite jealous. Although I know this is normal, I'm not ok with ( Read more... )

It seems that I end updating my journals about my weekends, but these seem to be the time that anything happens to me. Well anything worth writing about ( Read more... )

Was actually a good time ( Read more... )