Today in African American Lit there was a white student who couldn't wrap her head around the fact that Black slaves believed they were less than human and deserved to be slaves. She asked the class, is this really true, that she couldn't believe it. A Black student answered her question in the affirmative and attempted to help her understand how ( Read more... )

Today I had to drag my ass out of bed and go to work for a split shift. As I've said before I'm so over it. Hopefully on Wednesday when we do scheduling my life will be less stressful. I'll only take a few hours, no more 6 day work weeks.

After arriving at work I was in a terribly shitty mood, but I looked on the schedule and saw that I was working ( Read more... )

Life has not been happy as I'd like it. I've been so blue lately. I'm happy that I'm not depressed anymore. Which is a relief considering I'm not on meds anymore. Its rather strange to be sad, but not depressed. They are distinctly different feelings. But I have been down lately. I feel that has more to do with things in my life that are changeable ( Read more... )

Time has gone by and I'm reexamining my life. Looking at who's in it and who should be in it. I don't know, I feel like a lot of people in my life are users. Or fakes even. After this past weekend I'm so over people treating me like shit. Pulling me into their drama and pretending to be my friend.

I'm losing lots of friends, mainly because they ( Read more... )

Its 3am and I'm not tired. Thinking about my love life again. Like always. Christina came to work on Tuesday to drop off food for Emilie. Emilie was in the middle of a lesson and so we talked during my 15 minute "break". Erin was in the room eating and talked to me afterward about it. She said there was a lot of flirting going on and not just from ( Read more... )

My date just left my house. I met her on Craigslist looking for a fuck. We met at Walgreen's and proceeded back to my place. She was nice. From the East Coast, people like that tend to put me on my toes cuz they are generally sarcastic or sharp tongued. She had a little of that going for her. We watched a little porn before and got to business.

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There are just too many women in the world that I'm interested in ( Read more... )

 On Friday I went out to WTF! with Emilie and Savannah. Savannah had her friend(date) Katie, who was very nice, but reminded me of a less hot version of Shannon Van Meir. The club was a bit dead, very disappointing and the music sucked so bad. Second night in a row of bad music. Still managed to have fun though ( Read more... )

I spend way too much time at work. I'm there every day including my days off ( Read more... )

Today is my day off and so far, not very day off like. I live at the pool, I went today to eat lunch. Most of my food is there because I don't have much at SB's. I'm just so use to being there all the time, I can't even stay away one day. Talk about co-dependency ( Read more... )