I haven't posted in 12 weeks. That's a very long time, 3 months long in fact.

The last thing I wrote about was my dizziness, its gone now. But I have a feeling I'm neglecting something much bigger.

The school year ended with not much of a blimp. I was even invited to Christina's after graduation party. Her mother was so happy that I was there, she ( Read more... )

 Went to the dr. cuz I've been feeling dizzy and nauseous. They couldn't find anything wrong with me, so now I have to go to a Neurologist. I'm not getting better, now the nausea and dizziness is happening all the time. I act like its not a big deal, but I'm actually kind of scared ( Read more... )

Today was hot, but not in a bad way. Reminded me of Sacramento. Sometimes I miss that place, but not too much, lol. I'm excited to go in May to see family, its been awhile.

I wanted to go see Chris Pureka tomorrow, but Christina is going to be there and I decided that I'll let her and of course myself not have to deal with "us" that night. I hate to ( Read more... )

I haven't been on here in a month so much has happened.

I slept with someone I probably shouldn't have, but it was fun so whatever.
Been going crazy with thesis work.
Got word that I'm interning at Center for Sex and Culture and most likely Pink and White Productions
Will be a model for Pink and White in September or November
Mai dropped off the face ( Read more... )

Went tot the Queer Porn-u-copia at the Roxie, good times. Got to see Jennifer Wong, I hadn't seen her in years. Also met up with Shine and Jiz, prospects look good ( Read more... )

Its a very sad thing when you realize that you won't be with that person you love anymore. I've finally come to that understanding. Basically through my last call with Christina. I could hear it without it being spoken. Its the unsaid. We are over.  I'm ok with it, I'm so interested in other women right now, but it's still a sad conclusion ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in awhile. Been so busy ( Read more... )

Birthday weekend, lots of fun ( Read more... )

I find it funny how people can be so offended by things that have nothing to do with them.
I wonder if they are feeling quilty for something they did and are so rebuffed because they feel they too are being called out?

The past few days have been interesting. Officially taking a break from Crew. It should only last 2 weeks at the max, but there is the possibility that it will be the whole season if I need it. I'm missing the team so much already, I hope I don't need the whole semester off. I can't see the future right now ( Read more... )