I think this is funny that I haven't posted on this site in so long...again. But life is good. Going to school full time. I have a great job and I just got into the first school of my choice. I'll be attending Mills College in Oakland if everything goes to plan. Its very exciting. Oh and I'm 21 now, so life is good, now that I have access to all ( Read more... )

Again its been awhile since I've written in this journal. I'm beginning to wonder why I even bother with writing in here. This could be because of my current feelings of unrest and desolation. I'm starting to look at Existentialism in a new way now. Life is so confusing. But I think I need to go my own way for awhile and maybe look into getting ( Read more... )

Its been forever and a day sinced I last posted. I've been a tad busy. But her is my lastest adventure ( Read more... )

I've been sick the past few days so I've felt like crap as well. My glands are swollen, I can't swallow or talk well, my jaw hurts, my head throbs and my ears feel like they are going to bleed. This all started on Tuesday and hasn't gotten any better. I even missed school today because of it ( Read more... )

So news to all I lost my job last Friday. Its a long story and I don't feel like retelling it, but I deserved to get let go. Good news is I got another job on that following Monday. But then I told them I wasn't interested. I got a few other offers that I'm not into as well(I'm very picky). That same Monday of my job interview I ran into my old ( Read more... )

I've known about my faggy dyke-ness for awhile. I'm aware that I'm attracted to other masculine women. But its starting to mess with my head a little bit now ( Read more... )

I'm so bored and a little bit lonely. I wish I had one of those...you know that thing...boifriend/girlfriend type thingy.

I really need that emotional connection right now, I'm telling you.

Oh and the sex wouldn't hurt either.

Why does life seem to be going great, but then little things get thrown at you ( Read more... )

I can't get into my myspace account. Its driving my crazy. I put in an inquiry and I'm waiting for the customer service to get back to me. Its killing me, I don't know why it won't let me on. Its even saying that my email is not in their database, wtf. Ughh! such frustration. I'm so addicted to that site I can't go this long without checking it.

Wow, I had the best night out on sunday. Thanx to the lovely ladies Tiffany, Alicia and Mary Jo. We scammed our way into nightclubs and had a fabulous time. I never drank so much in my life. I paid for it too. I vomited at least three times later that night, but it was so worth it. I found out how great Faces is. It was so good! I had way too many ( Read more... )