i figured id post because he was like "man, i hope there arent any cameras back here" and i was like "haahaa, yeah me too." its amazing how one person can make you want to change and do things you would never typically want to do. and its equally amazing how one person can make you never want to do things again. butt how the first person can make ( Read more... )

hey, its me again. Just gonna give a run down of my pathetic life ( Read more... )

"Life is like a train bearing down on you. you can either run when its far off in the distance or you can pull up a lawn chair, crack open a beer, and watch it come." That 70's Show always comes through.
anyways, there isnt really much to talk about on here. uhh... i kinda wanna talk to meghan so ill be on later...

The one thing ive been lookin forward to for the past 4 years at least has come and gone and now and i wanna take it all back and rewind a year. graduation and all. before then it was so predicatble. now i dont have a clue as to whats gonna happen next. i envy my little brothers. they know whats gonna happen next year and the year after. me, i dont ( Read more... )

ive been thinking alot lately. everything is changing, including me. the more things change or progress, i tighten my grasp to the way they are now. my habits, my friendships, everything is just so different. since graduation, ive felt like nothing would be the same, so i held on so tight, i suffocated things. i found in order to preserve things, i ( Read more... )

im bored... and i hurt my arm today. i was throwing the ball with dad and i didnt stretch. but ill be ok, cause my meghan is coming over tomorrow, i think. not sure what were gonna do. im waitin for her to get on so i can run it past my parents. jason is back home, or his home for that matter. im glad hes still in one piece. and i hope hes happy ( Read more... )

today was soo good! everyone from work was just going wild today! i have never laughed so much in my life. il try to keep this short and just highlight the REALLY good parts. uhm, i talked to really cute guy at lunch, who has apparently been stopping by my stand to see me, which ive never noticed. whoa, im really nieve. but we split lunch and ( Read more... )

im doing ALOT better than i have been! last night was good. back to work with all my friends thank god. i always get myself into trouble when im bored at home. uhm, i cant think of anything i have planned next week. monday and tuesday are free, wednesday is Busch Gardens for 4th of July fireworks and stuff. they always have a GREAT show. humm... ( Read more... )

Shit! i havent seen him in a few weeks and i forgot how attracted i was to him.

ok, tomorrow is gonna be boring. i want to do something. im tired... and annoyed... and confused ( Read more... )