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Nov 24, 2012 16:24

my cat is gone.

my jao man, jikao, mowling, jockomon, purrloined pup, millions of other variations on his name and the sounds he made.

he was love. a black fuzzy ball of love, turning brown in his old age. he taught me how to love, just love, the simplest thing, and how healing and magical that could be.

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cadavergradual November 25 2012, 00:53:31 UTC
I'm sorry, Molly. Hope you're doing okay. x

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quiet_seeds November 25 2012, 04:31:05 UTC
thank you, sarah. it's sarah, right? sarah the true of heart.

it's amazing how you can have a place in my consciousness entirely untethered to a name.

i'm pretty heartbroken. he is easily the most-loved character in my life. i was going to say it's because there is nothing to not love about him, but that's not true. i was just in love with him. i tolerated with joy being woken up three times a night (once to eat, once for no reason, and once, finally, to go out) whenever i sleep at my parents house. i am going to miss him so, so much.

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