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Hello internet? I guess. I feel incredibly self-conscious right now ( Read more... ) -
the services she renders to those who come knocking
Madeline doesn't make her way to the nexus often, and twice in such a short span of time is more than she's done since she was still with Gabriel, if she's remembering correctly. She doesn't really like to. (That's not true, but she knows she shouldn't still linger. It's not a sign of good mental health, and she needs to be careful about that, ( Read more... ) -
[Private Journal] Entry 3
I'm reading what I wrote and it's...erratic. A bit. I'm dancing around the real subject which is, of course, what the heck fuck I do now.
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[Private Journal] Entry 2
Well, my bathroom is clean now and I'm not crying. I hate that smell though. I think it's still on me but I don't want to shower yet so I'm writing ( Read more... ) -
[Private Journal] Entry 1
So one of my doctors suggested I keep a journal. Dr. Green, I think that's how it's spelt...anyway, he told me whenever I feel "troubled" (code for "like killing myself") I should go write about why and get my feelings on paper so they won't be in me anymore ( Read more... ) -
in this broken world we choose
Warning for: suicidal/disturbing content.
( shine with all the untold, hold the light given unto you ) -
i will be your crutch and cast if you will be my screech and crash
The first place Madeline thinks to look is near the clinics, because Gabriel never has much reason to wander. It's probably that that made him so easy to find, and she doesn't know why she's running, because she knows how this must have happened.
And yet.
She searches silently, jacket still clasped to her chest, and lets herself hope blindly. -
you leave with everything i am
That was some night ( Read more... )