Today watching the 10 Saddest Character Deaths on aol.com. Odd feelings, especially considering the strange death that had just happened.  My grandfather's cat was put down. He had tumors in his liver and stomach and was slowly starving to death. Just a couple of days later, he got a new, big but similarly looking cat named Drake, now called Jake.

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First off- Nick Cage marathon on TNT=Epic Win ( Read more... )

I read Of Mice and Men, and when I went to decide on my project I realized something. I wish I still had Fetchko for English. I would have been able to write the diary entry, I really wanted to this time, but I knew I couldn't do justice to it. I miss having the power of words, the control I had last year. 

I woke up this morning with a bittersweet feeling. I was happy, I was extraordinarily happy. I had a dream, so realistic of a dream, where I was acting in a play, as well as helping paint the set, and so much other stuff. I felt good about it. The first part, the preparation has faded into my memory, leaving only spots of painting and whatnot, but ( Read more... )

Pippin. What an experience. About 3 weeks on the tech crew, and it felt almost like a lifetime. I managed to get a taste of the magic that is Wilde Lake Drama. And what a weird feeling that is. I got very close to tech crew, and quite decently close to the cast and the pit as well. I mean it's not all that difficult when most are your friends ( Read more... )

Alright. So I'm thinking of posting regularly after this coffee and chat thing on Sundays, which I've gone to in the past, and just last week started going to again. It's really interesting, and we talk about so much stuff. I'm going to try and recall what I can from what we've talked about the past two weeks. If anyone was there and remembers what ( Read more... )

Well this is odd. Quite odd. Not the writing in my livejournal part, though that hasn't happened since February. Moreso the feeling that I have. I guess the two events are related, since this weird feeling inspired me, with inspired being quite a terrible word to use here. I feel down, and I feel like there is this big energy inside of me wanting ( Read more... )

So life
One big thing
Yet so small really
Life is so much
and yet nothing
Why life is, how it is
What is life
What causes these oceans of emotion
tossing, turning, churning with our actions
Why must we be stuck out there
Never reaching shore
Life is a journey, perilous indeed
but we all wind up at the bottom of the sea

I know it's been a long time since i've updated my LJ, and i know most people haven't updated in a long time as well. I kinda wish people still updated because i love reading what my friends write and getting a greater understanding of them, getting to know them even better. I also realllllyyyyy miss long talks about life and just deep talks on ( Read more... )

I have been bothered recently by a seeming sense of not really knowing who i am. I cannot really seem to find a 'true' me which is the way i am, for i constantly am feeling entirely different, almost as if i was a different person. I know one of the big things for me is my inability to show the good aspects of my personality at certain times or to ( Read more... )