What year is it?  Who is this person?  What is he doing?  Why is he doing it?  Why did he stop?
What is this journal?  What is its purpose?  What is it still doing here floating in the ether?  Is it historical?  Is it confessional?  Is it a cry for help?  Is it therapeutic?  Cathartic?  A relic of arrested adolescence?  A mirror reflecting a skewed ( Read more... )

Hey, livejournal, what's up? How long's it been? About a year? More or less? Holdin' up well? Still sittin' around here with all my classic writings that represent a person who doesn't exist anymore and to whom I have no real emotional attachment and doubt if I ever did? Yeah, looks like. More things change, more they stay the same I guess ( Read more... )

You see there is the whole fact that I don't matter in life ( Read more... )

It's not really like I have some kind of "heart knocked good and swelled up, a month overdue to burst, eraserhead for abortion" affliction that it couldn't be helped to let it out now. Frankly the worst thing about writers block is the sedated comfort one can get from the total lack of responsibilities one feels in his life once the employment ( Read more... )

Ok... Realization... I need to make with some kind of vital change in life, something perhaps that will give me the creative purpose to continue on in whatever sense I desire.... etc... no nononl nono NO! The very concept of going back to school is still on the backburner... YES, I know it's boiling over. Fuck that shit, that's why we have a ( Read more... )

Yeah Yeah Yeah... I know what you're gonna say.
Save it.  I'm not gonna listen.  No.  Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, you're cool, but fuck you too you motherfucking cavorteter of malfeasance... and... well... y'know....

Just post it....
( Nothing to see here, I swear )

Music:  The Original Grinch Christmas song "Fah who for-aze! Dah who dor-aze!", a quick X-Files blurb "Mulder, that doesn't make sense!" plus William Shatner's Rocketman and various quotes from "A Princess Bride."
Mood:  why is "ennui" not a mood... I so need to gain my cheese eating surrender monkey citizenship.
( Since I've gathered you all together )

WWDCD, yo?
What?

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What would Drew Carry do?

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Goddammit, too much fucking brandy..... too much concedence of a victory. Can't post. Can't post. Can't post. Nothing decided. Make coffee..... yes.... co-ffeeee

NOOO....
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

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NOOO.... NOOO NNNNOOOOOOOOO!!!!

OH
MY
FUCKING
GOOOOOOD

This fucker is gonna win
THis FUCKER is gonna win
THis Fucker IS gonna w3in
OMG this fucker is gonna win
OMFGTFCSAMFOSBIGFW*

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Oh My Fucking God These Fucking Cock Sucking Asshole Mother Fuckers Oil Sucking Bastards Is Going To Fuckng to Win