hey guys. date #2 was today. definately... DEFINATELY had an amazing time. we went sledding and it was fun we doubled with his sister and dean. and his dog likes me!!!! you have no idea how much that means to me lol. at first he was the way he used to be and i just kept thinking omg.. how can i have a relationship with this kid if everytime im in ( Read more... )

hey guys whats going on? so today was the last day of being in huneke's class <3 =[ i'm going to miss that class SO much i loved her she was like my bestfriend she knows more about me then anybody i can think of. she is so smart and funny and i just love her i cant believe its all over. geeze. wow. its amazing for me to think about that. its just ( Read more... )

hey guys. i had my date with dave tonight. it went VERY well. i had a blast. i really REALLY like this guy. we have a lot in common, he's adorable, his family is AWESOME! he just knows the right things to say and isnt a pig obsessed with sex and porn and all that. he is well dressed. he is better dressed than i am. which i guess isnt that hard. ( Read more... )

i had a pretty nice talk with my brother thursday. we talked about the whole thing that happened last month and he made me feel a little better and we talked about my sister who i havent talked to since wednesday because she is too bitchy for me to deal with. but i came to the conclusion that the only way for me to really feel better is to make new ( Read more... )

hey guys just a quick update. i sang at st patricks cathedral today!!!! FUCKING AMAZING then we went out to eat at carmines once again FUCKING AMAZING and then we lost a chaperone and had to wait an hour and a half on the bus while mrs chase went and looked for him [not too amazing] i was really kinda worried even tho i dunno the guy. so we had to ( Read more... )

so a little birdie told me i have to update on my livejournal or i will die. so that is why i am here. today i went to the movies with jen and her brother and his 2 friends and one of his friends's brother. and we saw white noise it was really scary but a waste of 6 bucks dont watch it. jens brother laughed the entire time. he is an awesome kid. i ( Read more... )

hey havent updated in forever. well everyday i seem to be feeling better and better but the pain wont go away it will just lessen and lessen. so today i watched football with my brother... happy new year everybody. happy birthday samm. we have school tomorrow i cant wait. im such a loser. im so excited and i just cant hide it... wow. im awesome. ( Read more... )

so i had a tough week. most of you know why... i just cant believe i put myself in that situation. i mean i have never been in anything like that before. and then i lost my bestfriend ontop of that. and megan too. and i totally shut samm out the past few months. idk what im gunna do with that yet though. but i feel bad for how i have treated her in ( Read more... )

yesterdaywell yesterday i went to school and it was alright... and then 3rd period during lunch it got friggin awesome! paul was sitting with me like normal and then robyn and kat were like this table is for rotc kids only so i was like fine im outie YO and we both left and were just wondering around going to different tables and he asked me if i ( Read more... )

well i got a new layout... i know it is going to sound like i used her but samm did it. i made it VERY clear that this did NOT mean that we were any closer. but i kinda feel bad. she said that its just cause she loves doing this stuff. but that isnt right, ugh i can be a bitch... oh well ( Read more... )