It's me again! I'm gonna try to post more. In addition, I've started a therapy journal on paper to show my therapist every week since writing something is often easier than saying it. Plus, my memory sucks. I don't know if I mentioned it, but my cat is sick. She went to the vet very quickly and is thankfully doing much better now. Unfortunately, ( Read more... )

Hello! It's me again. I know nobody but my sister is really reading this, but I figured I'd give an update anyway. Oh, and thank you to my sister for actually taking the time to read this. It is much appreciated. Anywho, things have improved slightly since my last update. I ended up going to the hospital that night because Emergency Services called ( Read more... )

I'm just about going insane right now. I feel really ill because of my stress level. I feel like I'm on the verge of puking. I have medication to take as-needed for stress, but I currently have to go to one of the mental health residences to get them because of my high suicide risk. I've tried going over there a few times, but nobody has been ( Read more... )

Blah. Life is sooo boring for me right now. All I do is sit around watching videos and playing on my computer. I'm gonna set up an art area in my office if I can find a table that will fit. I've been reading and re-reading a lot of books. I still have my precious kitty Vicky. I'm also babysitting a bunny for a friend of a friend. I was only ( Read more... )

Okay, so I know I haven't updated in quite a while. My sister updated, so I suppose I should too. I went to the reptile expo here in Manchester last saturday. I didn't buy anything, even though I really wanted to. I've been wanting a Ball Python for a long time now, but I don't think I should add to my family right now. I'm currently baby- ( Read more... )

mmm...Just got back from watching football at my 'rent's house. Go Pats! Tomorrow it's San Diego @ Indianapolis ( Read more... )

Wow. A lot has changed since I last posted. I am out of the hospital and living in an apartment in Manchester. It's a nice place. I still have my cat, but the bunnies ended up going to the shelter because my parent couldn't keep taking care of them. I'm taking the medication Clozapine. It seems to help quite a bit with the voices and ( Read more... )

Wow, I actually managed to get onto livejournal. I'm shocked. Before now this website has been blocked by the hospital. I've moved onto a long term unit since I last updated and I am trying new medications, which so far have done nothing except fuck my body up. I am going to be here for quite a while, or so it seems. That fact has me a bit ( Read more... )

I've just seen that it has been 3 weeks since my last post. We can't have that, now can we? I've started Electro Convulsive Therapy (ECT's). That's basically just the long name for shock therapy. They pump just enough electricity through your head to make you have a seizure. If you're luck this cures psychosis and depression. I've only had ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't posted since March 2nd. I can't believe I've been in the hospital that long. Just a quick update, since I don't have much to say. I'm still alive, despite my best efforts. Seriously, I tried to kill myself via overdose, but only ended up waking up the next day in a hospital. Now I'm waiting to begin ECTs. ECT stands for electro ( Read more... )