I seem to have an awful lot to think about tonight. Right now I'm thinking about friends. I've always thought of friends in the general sense as being, well, nonexistent. It seems I may have to re-work that philosophy. See, my definition of friends, or really of anybody, has been that they are untrustworthy and dangerous. I've believed that ( Read more... )

I have to ask myself why I'm doing this. And since this is the only place I can seem to rationalize my thoughts at all, here goes. Why do I sit back and watch my life come to an end? Why don't I, say, do something about it? Why don't I pick up the phone and call someone who can help me figure this all out, and maybe, just maybe, become one of ( Read more... )

I've scrubbed the bedroom floor with water and paper towels and managed to get most of the blood off. Some of it will need a little more work, but it's not overly obvious to the naked eye. I've cleaned my keyboard and such as well, and nothing seems to remain but a slight sticky residue. That should go away fairly quickly. My mother stopped in ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do anymore. It just hurts so much. I've been crying, without apparent reason. My manager called to ask me to come in and I think he could tell. I'm going to go in to work because I can't just sit around here crying all day. It hurts so much just to be alive at all and I don't know how to make it stop. Nobody will help me ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel just like I did back when I was twelve or thirteen.  Back when I just wanted to end my life because the struggle of living day after day was just too much to handle.  Sometimes I feel like it would all be so much simpler to end it now than to wait to see if tomorrow will be a "good" day or a "bad" day.   And sometimes I wonder if I ( Read more... )

Finally, some pics of the kids...

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I've made the decision to have Thumper spayed despite the fact that she is very probably pregnant. When the shelter contacted me they informed me that they believed one of my rabbits had gotten her pregnant, which is impossible, according to the vet. The vet also said that she may not be pregnant, but instead may have previously been spayed ( Read more... )

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I recently brough a third bunny into my home and am experiencing unexpected behaviors between my two older bunnies. I'm not quite sure what to do or how to resolve this, so I'm hoping someone else has dealt with this before. Flopsy and Keebler, my two older bunnies, have always been pretty close. Flopsy is uber-dominant, even over the cat, and ( Read more... )

I'm coming home from my trip down to South Carolina and have stopped at my brother's house. I may post an entry about the trip to SC later on, but knowing my posting habits, I probably won't. Right now I just want to get back up north to see my rabbits and my cat. I miss Jakey too, but it's hard to give her a big hug when you walk in without ( Read more... )