Can't sleep, so, survey time!

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Good morning, everybody. My cat woke me up about 15 mins ago for the sole purpose of feeding her. She's a little piggy. The rest of my extended family is awake too. I can hear them in the kitchen, but haven't gone to say hi yet. So, yesterday at work didn't go so well, but not for the reasons I was expecting. I was actually having fun for a ( Read more... )

Okay, so I'm not having a good night. I'm stressed out, depressed, agravated and not my leg hurts from cutting. I always give the excuse that I've been doing this since I was 12 at least, maybe 10 or 11, and that I'm experienced enough to know how to be safe about it. That's not necessarily true. When I get really pissed or really psychotic I ( Read more... )

I am so nervous about going back to work tomorrow I can't stop crying. I am literally seconds away from slashing my arm open to watch the blood flow out. I can't take this anymore. Nothing helps. I don't know what to do anymore. I hate this so much. It hurts. I would do anything to make the pain go away. I thought I was through with this. ( Read more... )

Well, it's 1 in the morning and I'm still awake. I have an appointment at 8:40 and I have to leave by 8. So why the hell am I still up? I call it nervous energy, and it's keeping my goddamn awake.

Okay, so I haven't updated since I've been in the hospital, and I've been VERY distracted with shit, but here goes. I'm doing slightly better now, but the meds aren't on high enough doses, and I don't have an appt. until Thursday. Bummer. The meds are making life difficult with the whole side effect thing, and I'm now grateful that I have the ( Read more... )

Good morning. Or so it would seem. So far nothing has gone wrong to indicate that it's a bad morning, but there are still 3 hours for something to happen. Ooo, wait, that's a pessimists approach. I have to leave for work in 30 minutes, so I'm gonna try to be as chipper as possible so that I have a good foundation for the day. I may go see a ( Read more... )

I'm sorry, but I'm pissed off. Work was fine. Actually, it was just busy enough for me to get into a sort of happy trance, smiling and doing my job. Content, that's what I'd call it. I was content. So, my father comes in, with my sister, to buy shit, as he does pretty much every day. He can't come to my register, as it's against the rules, so ( Read more... )

Computer: Please, oh, please, put me out of my misery ( Read more... )

First of all, let me start by saying that I'm exhausted. Despite, or maybe because of, the ten hours of sleep I got last night, I've been yawning all day and can't seem to focus on anything very well. So if this gets a little rambly, as it inevitably will, that's probably why. Although most of my entries are pretty incoherent anyways, so I dunno ( Read more... )