Tonight, i celebrate my anniversary of being alive.  Two years ago this day i gave up on life and love and attempted to check out of existence.  Obviously, my attempts were thwarted, and i was given a second chance at it all.

Tonight, i have a date with my husband.  Afterwards, i think i'll show him just how grateful i am to still be his.  :)

 I'm ready for that rich relative i've never met to die and leave me some unknown fortune.  

 Situations at work have maybe MILDLY improved, but i doubt that it will last.  Trying to keep my head above the water and keep swimming.  Too bad the water is full of sharks.  Or piranha.

Thinking i should pack up my little family and take it someplace else.  I like Colorado.  We could find jobs there, start a new life. 

 Trying to do this the right way...  If i have to go, then i'd like to know that i did everything that i could to keep things together.  The place just leaves me so physically and emotionally exhausted at the end of the day though, i don't know how much longer i'll be able to keep up this pace.  Step one was having a private chat with my boss, and ( Read more... )

 And now for some completely different....

Today i am antisocial, pissed off at the world and tired of myself.  Emotions are awesome!

 "I'm not suicidal, i just can't get out of bed ( Read more... )

 Do i give up on this mess and move on to something new?  Or do i stick with it and hope that things get better?

I've found myself looking at job ads, and almost every day this week i toy with the idea of just putting in my 2-weeks notice and being done with it all.  I'm just tired of the place, and the people. 

Ok....today is going to be awesome because he's staying home, and we're going out to lunch together.

But i'm working on something in my game, and the servers are down tuesday mornings for maintenance.  Suck it, Blizz!

I'm on my second cup of coffee, and we're just getting started.   :D 

Chris bought me a new pet with his poker winnings. She is a Brachypelma albopilosum, also known as a 'curly hair' tarantula.  I have yet to pick a name for her.


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Relaxing, with a beer in my hand and a cute little dog on my lap. After a long day at work, it feels good to just sit and let my mind wander ( Read more... )