ive been really sick this week, a cold that turned into a chest cold, and 3 days off work ( Read more... )

my breath is music, is notes, and i am playing my breath like a piano that feeds the sheet of music through it, the notes on an endless bar. but i see the end of the sheet coming, so i play slower and slower, because when i stop playing that's it, that's the end, there's no starting back over. and every note is played so slow that it hurts to start ( Read more... )

found out i probably have celiacs disease. i should probably see a doctor about it or something. so, yay, lactose and gluten intolerance, awesome ( Read more... )

This day (the 27th) last year I was driving up to new york. It's a weird feeling, especially because its all windy and cool and overcast and I love the city the most in this kind of weather. I just want to walk and walk. I think fall is my favorite season, especially in the city because it brushes away the smell of urine and trash that has been ( Read more... )

saw/heard "wizard people, dear reader" last night on some friends' roof. it was hilarious.

i am sad now that summer is almost over and there will be too few movies left on rooftops.

today i am being introduced to the faculty of my program. i dont know how i feel about that.

i think im finally understanding that the only person who gives a shit about me is me.
though i don't know why i thought it to be otherwise

thanks puritanism. thanks mom and dad.

i am not sure what i am looking for ( Read more... )

its disturbing when i meet someone who is annoying and long-winded and so craving attention- and i get so bothered by that person- and the things that bother me the most are the things that i also do.

its, oh please shut up already, this is the longest story ever, oh god i do that

ugh my ankle seems to be getting worse, not better. but probably i shouldnt have worn sandals yesterday. though i tried to walk less- that sounds weird, but usually i walk further than i have to. like getting off on the 3rd ave stop and walking to 6th avenue, when the subway actually goes to 6th avenue. this is one of my favorite things to do- i ( Read more... )

i must really like being an idiot.