when life is hard its time to change

oh  live journal its been years...

Edit: I realise I am happy with this relationship.

Im just not happy with myself.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Hello.

Let me tell you...

Bye.

( guess what )

I admit, i have been acting very weird.. but i have an explaination.. i am very scared..im scared of falling for someone so hard and so quickly because i have been hurt so many times. I adore Mike to death i think he is amazing, hes genuwine, romantic, sweet, funny, and honest. I wouldnt change anything about him. Hes the first thing i think of ( Read more... )

I have a boyfriend now.

YIPPIE!

i can easily make a list of the top 100 horrible things about myself. and thats something i will do after i rant ( Read more... )

Lately, i have been really worried about my self image..i am a fat cow..No matter what i wear no matter what my makeup looks like i dont even want to be seen..plus the fact that my ex keeps telling me how gross and useless i am doesnt help...Bleh we havent been going out for almost a year and still everything he says bothers me ( Read more... )

I never know what to write on this thing anymore. My life isnt as dramatic as it use to be.. i dot get the random phone calls from Tara Lurz telling me about how she saw justin and ellen together..DOES SHE REALLY THINK I CARE? cuz i dont. Im not talking to rachel anymore for all who dont know..I think she is a bitch and a backstaber. She loves to ( Read more... )