For some reason I awoke in the middle of the night worried that my health (and in particular my back) will continue to deteriorate rapidly and that I will have to move back in with my parents (if that is even an option) and that as a result of it I will be forced to try to get my boss to allow me to work from home (he has said that should my back ( Read more... )

Was Sorta in the mood to write this morning and this is what i created ( Read more... )

Ooops; had an accident at work today; and accidently deleted my friends list of of trillian; so anyone who has an IM that they want to have me message them on; i need that info again :D So please post a response on here with any SN's that you want me to have so i can re-add ya.

I was sitting at work today and I realized I was unhappy ( Read more... )

D'er i almost forgot, i wona tourny for a game i play (nagic the gathering) and will get my picture in a magazine next month so look for it :) the magazine is called "SCRY"

Hey all, i wrote this today this morning, after getting less that normal sleep :P let me know what you think ( Read more... )

Big shocker for everyone who knows me, I SLEPT LAST NIGHT. And not hte piddly few hours i usually get, but for a full 6 or 7 hous, for once in a very long time i am not tired. WOHOOO!!

Still kinda depressed, feel like bawling my eyes out. Nothing is going on, so i cant figure out the why of it. I wish i knew why i am so unhappy, why cant i just be happy? Oh well, I guess its karma/fate.
Laters all, ill post again later if i feel up to it.

For some reason I find myself sorta depressed today, though I havent the slightest idea why. I feel tired, and not just in my normal lack of enough sleep kind of way. I am just sorely depressed and see no reason why, or how to not be so sad today. Its no the anniversary of anything, and nobody's birthday, nothing big happened today or in the ( Read more... )

Aight, huge diet coming up, one roomate wants to lose wieght, so all of us are going to support him and go on the same diet that he is. No more unhealthy food in the house, no more to go being picked up. We are going to diet or die together. Its time to change, and there is no time like the present. Reply to state your encouragement, and let me ( Read more... )