WOW! Isnt it amazing how your life can change in the blink of an eye. It is scary how you can have everything good and going for you one moment you blink and in less than a heartbeat it all changes and you know that it will never be the same again. Thursday morning I woke up and I was tired and depressed and second guessing everything that was ( Read more... )

Isn't it funny how it takes one little thing to make you stop and reevaluate things.For the past six months I have been denying what has being going on in my life. I have been fighting God's plan for me and then today something happened that shocked me. Something happened that could take this thing away. I could be rid of this burden forever. I ( Read more... )

So I sit here and I am surrounded by people. I look at these people and they dont know that there is anyone around them. Everyone is so caught up in their own little worlds. I am not saying that what is going on in my life is more important than anyone elses I just wonder if people care anymore. When did people become so self involved? When did ( Read more... )

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I dont think that I have ever been so depressed in my life. I look and around and I am alone. My so-called bestfriend bailed on me for a guy. My best guy pal betrayed me. My family is in the dark and no one else cares. I am not saying that anyone should. It is my life and it does not affect them. All I am saying is that people need to start being ( Read more... )

So I am sitting here weighing my options. Do I attack everyone who has lied and kept secrets from me? Or do I do the adult thing and confront them. I thought you were my friend. I thought you loved me. How could you lie to me and keep this from me. You knew. You knew the whole time. That is why you called me a liar. You asked if I was sure. Hell ( Read more... )

Things around here have been pretty stressful.(Most of you know what I am talking about)But I am still alive. I am not going to say well because that would be an exageration. I am tired and stressed out all of the time and on top of it all; all of my plans and dreams for life are being sucked down the drain faster than I can count them. I finally ( Read more... )

I swear my friends are the glue that holds me togeather some days. They are so smart and witty and just plain deep. I used to be that way. I used to dive deep into the relms of thought, but for some reason I just cant do that anymore. I dont know what is going on. Have you read some of their posts. They are brillant. Oh I wish..... I wish I were an ( Read more... )

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I would say that I am hysterical but I am way to tired. I am old though. I had the chance to go out tonight and hang out with my friends and I chose not to. By my free will I gave up something that I will soon lose in the future. I think that I may have lost my mind. I dont know. I know that I am tired of being tired. I almost hate ( Read more... )

I know that it has been a long while since I have posted, but know that there have been massive life altering things that have been going on and a LV was the last thing that I could think about or had time for. Life around here sux. I hate it. I hate every decison that I have made in my life that has led me to where I am now. I feel like such a ( Read more... )