So this is it. Another year gone. What happened. The older I get the faster they fly. I know that this year has been cram packed with emotions. My bestfriend moved to Utah upon graduating. My cheese cake chica got married to the coolest, funniest hottest guy I know. I got pregnant. I got sick. I had a baby. I had the hardest three months of my ( Read more... )

So if you have switched from my MS to LJ then you dont know who Gueido is. If you are new then consider youself lucky that you missed out on all of the drama. Short update. Gueido is this guy that I used to work with and he went away to school. I was madly in love with him. I still kind of am. He is the only guy that I want and maybe ever will. ( Read more... )

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It has been awhile since I have posted and I really dont know what to say. I know that I am tired and there really hasnt been alot going on. My life is pretty boring. All I do is work and go to the hospital. Oh what fun. I still hate people. I got my first customer complaint today because so lady thought that I was being rude and ignoring her. ( Read more... )

Okay so tonight I finally figured out how it works. When people tell you to talk about your problems because it will help they are right. More than half of the time it seems that it doesnt work because there is a key element that is frequently left out. The only time it works to talk about your problems when you dont need feed back and advice is ( Read more... )

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I dont think that I have ever been so mad in my life. I hate everyone. Okay not everyone but I could at any given moment. If some one looks at me funny or asks me a stupid question I just want to scream and hit them. What do people want from me. I am stressed out and I am tired. I am mad at everyone in the hospital. My poor baby has been in there ( Read more... )

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I read the last entry to that I put in and I am sorry. I sound all self assured and strong and stuff and those of you who know me know better. I didnt save myself that is impossible. I did just what I said. I gave up. I was defeated. I was defeated and then restored. All I could was pray. I know that it doesnt come close but I am reminded of when ( Read more... )

I look back on my LV and I am amazed at how much has happened and what I have come through in the last 6 months. It has been a long trying journey. I made friends. I have lost people that for years ment the world to me. I look and I have been surrounded by people that care. My life has been turned upside down and inside out and I made it. There ( Read more... )