So here it was Friday night. I had just gotten off of work and we were supposed to go to Kim's house and watch some movies not do anything big. No plans. So it was the Friday after payday. I didn’t want to bowl or go sing. Then as I was going to clock out I look up and there he is. It is Gueido I am in shock. I knew that he was coming in this ( Read more... )

So today is a normal day. I woke up. I hate Wal-Mart. Still praying about a stressful situation at hand. My answer should come in a few days. If not I AM jumping off of an over pass. Tomorrow is Friday nite. The Friday after payday to be exact and everyone thinks that I have these big grand plans for the bi-weekly hang out crew. I am sorry I dont. ( Read more... )

Can life really be this boring. If I had to compare my life to a TV spot it would be the show were all they show is men throwing darts! Sheesh! Another day another dollar. Yet I am still smiling. I tried to be nice today but I had a choice:either be nice or be fun. So of course I chose fun. Nothing exciting happened. I listened to my voicemail ( Read more... )

Last night I had a pleathera of dreams. Most of them I dont remember and they didnt make sense but they were peaceful. For the first time in forever I had a restful sleep. I woke up smiling this morning. I only wish I knew what some of the dreams ment!

HE called. I can't believe it he called and left a voicemail. I listened to it twice at work. I am such a spazoide. I was literally clicking my heels together as I skipped back to the service desk. I dont even know what he said. I just know that it was his voice on my phone.Gawd I feel like a preteen with her first crush. Anyways. I know that you ( Read more... )

So that is it he is gone. He came to say good-bye and all that I could say was. "See ya" what the hell was I thinking why am I such a spaz. I can tell complete strangers that they are hot and that I want to keep them but I could not tell Gueido what I really wanted to say. I feel so empty. It is weird. I thought that it would hurt more than this! I ( Read more... )

If my life got anymore plain and boring suicide would be a low point. I woke up this morning and went to church knowing that the sermon was going to be for me. I love my preacher. I love the song leader. I love my church. I am so out of it these days I could not be moved. On the way home all I could think about was what is the point. I am 22 years ( Read more... )

That is it. Four days before the man of my dreams leaves and I made him mad at me! What is wrong with me? I am such an idiot. I have been stressing over how to make sure he does not forget me and then I piss him off. It just goes to prove that he is way tooo good for me. So I quit! I am resiging myself to being a nun. It just goes to prove that you ( Read more... )

Yet another boring day in Rae's world. Tomorrow nite is the finale of my 2 week birthday celebration. Karaoke at Cancun Cove. It should be exciting. I have four days until the man of my dreams moves away and he has yet to realize that he can not live with out me. STRESS! Send good karma my way people!!

I love pick lines. I use them. I perfect them. I want to know what yours is. Here are a few of my favorite ( Read more... )