well.. Monroeville pennsylvania sucks ass... im in love with a kid who broke my heart on monday, and then called me at 5 this morning too drunk to even walk... *sigh* that's about that... yea... life is SO! interesting... hah... oh, and laure, if you read this... im emo now... or at least a scene kid... it's that bad...

AM I EVEN SUPPOSED TO CARE ANYMORE? I HEAR PEOPLE TELLING ME ABOUT HOW I MADE IT THROUGH THAT, AND THAT MEANS I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH THIS, AND THE BEST PART IS THAT THEY HAVE NO DAMN IDEA OF WHATS GOING ON, YET THEY ARE GIVING ME ADVICE... AND THEN THEY GO ON TO TALK ABOUT THE MOST RANDOM AND MOSTLY MEANING-LESS THINGS, AND IM SUPPOSED TO BE ( Read more... )

about an hour or so ago. my computer table shattered and my cmputer fell. it's ok, except for the fact that i lost a 7 page report, so essentially im not ok...

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 50% Stability |||| 13% Orderliness |||| 13% Empathy || 10% Interdependence || 10% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Religious |||||| 23% Hedonism |||||||||||| 50% Materialism |||||||||||||| ( Read more... )

is it horrible that i realized that one in the last 20 or so entries of mine wasnt about me being upset or depressed??? hmmm... something to think about ...

i finally got a ddr pad and game... this is so fucking awesome!!! i officially love ddr more then ever.it'sdef. addictive... *smiles*lanie and mimi are over and we watched two movies, good stuff.... having a kick ass time with out certain peole *cough and points* you should know who you are but prob have no idea what so ever... aol is pissing me ( Read more... )

I have decided that leaving is probably one of the best things i can do, if not just for me, then everyone else, hell, i've only had like 3 people tell me that they'll miss me and that they want to stay in touch, and the iront, is that those people werent the ones that parade around with the title of being my best friends. well, time to scratch ( Read more... )

things move way too fucking fast...the last few weeks i started thinking about ben, and i realized it's been almost 2 months, and now my dad and grandparents are talking about how many boxes im gonna need to pack up my entire life and throw it in the back of a truck and unload thousands of miles away.... sigh...

It's a crime you let it happen to me ( Read more... )

ab-so-fucking-lutely amazing.... the sad thing to say is, i realized last night that what i feared the most has already left me, and that means that my fears are pretty much out the door, so to everyone, and i mean everyone.... if im a bitch it's because at sometime during the existence of out friendship or aquaintence, its because you have pissed ( Read more... )