I am doing extremely well. I have pulled my life together in ways I never dreamed possible. Over the last few years I have traveled all over the world and worked a couple of very interesting jobs. These life experiences have all pointed me toward one thing. I want to be a therapist. I set this goal for myself and am now attending grad school ( Read more... )

I'm so close yet soooo far...My family has been going through so much and I have been there over the phone but I actually want to be there in person. It hurts a lot to be so far away. I am busting my ass right now to make it back by august and to be honest even if i'm not graduated by then I will move back and just keep taking online classes till ( Read more... )

My time here in California has been great. Working while I've been back has def. been a good move. It's an awesome job and I love the people, hopefully when I move back for good I can work at the same place. It's weird b/c things I expected to be fabulous here are just the opposite and the reasons why i'm loving this visit are not what I ( Read more... )

I can't wait to get out of here. My only regret about leaving is that I have to come back. I don't feel happy here right now. I am ready to move on from this part of my life. I used to love it out here now I just feel like this environment is holding me back. I'm sick of all the people around me. It feels like everyone around me is at a ( Read more... )

I've been feeling pretty insignificant these days. I'm sure it's no ones fault but my own. I have little motivation to do anything. I sleep alot, I mean A LOT. When I'm not sleeping I've either dragged myself to work or i'm lying in bed watching tv. Yuck. I HAVE to finish a paper and presentation for monday. I can't get started though. Man ( Read more... )

I don't think anyone ever really gets over people they have lost. Well I know atleast for me I just get used to a small piece of my heart missing everytime I lose someone. So much so that eventually my whole heart will disapear. I'm really not interested in meeting anyone new for this reason. I will either mend old relationships or just not ( Read more... )

I don't understand how I can have a urinary tract infection, periodic asthma attacks, sinus infection, possible ear infection AND be puking all at the same time. I feel like death.

I feel so unbelievably uncomfortable right now. I am so sick that I just don't know what to do. Earlier I just started crying...it was so pathetic but i just can't do anything to feel any better. I am so lonely right now, I wish I could be out w/ Joe instead of sulking in my room but I can barely get out of bed w/ out pain. I don't understand ( Read more... )

I slept for 12 hours. Took two walks with my dog. Had one meal from casa alvarez. Took one trip in my car to target. Watched 2 tv movies and 4 reality tv shows. Did 1 homework assignment. Had 0 cigarattes and 0 alcohol. It was a good day I suppose.

This weekend was not bad but it was not anything special either. I miss my labor day weekends as a kid. We used to go down to la jola and stay at the beach. We'd spend the day boogie boarding and the nights wandering around awesome places like old town san diego. Man the best mexican restaurant was down there. My dad and my brother were crazy ( Read more... )