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Here's what I do from my facebook page and if anyone's interested I made some slideshows up...so here is the site...and when it comes up it'll say original in the right corner, click on that so you get the better show!! Then on the right side there are other ones and just do the same...the ( Read more... )

Well it's been over a year since I wrote last/ April of last year i went into IP program at Homewood until end of June/ when i first got there i was so nervous/ they brought me to my room and i met my roomie/ my biggest fear came true/ she was uber thin, which made me jealous and triggerred me to want to go right back home and starve myself more/ ( Read more... )

Last night I went to spinning class...I'm sore as hell from that and doing chest for weights yesterday...but I like the pain! I wish I could be what others see or say I am, I wish I could love what God loves, he made me, I shouldn't hate his work, why cna't I see the inside?? Is it because I know that's not 'beautiful', beyond repair so let's ( Read more... )

Thought you had all the answers ( Read more... )

I haven't updated my LJ in awhile...not much to say I guess ( Read more... )

It's just getting worse now! I CAN'T eat anything 'bad'...I don't even feel okay just eating a small piece of something...anorexia has totally moved in and kicked bulimia out for awhile...I've been diagnosed with EDNOS...and it fricken' sucks!!...battling with the two is torture...I go from one extreme to another ( Read more... )

The past few days have went well...most of my pants are getting too big...I should be happy, but I'm not...I thought that 'once I fit in to them pants I'd be joyful :)'...That's not the case, I learned that even though I got pampered at a spa and am losing weight...I'll never be satisfied...what needs work is 'me' inside ( Read more... )

I'm gonna just keep my food intake in my written journal...I can't always get on the computer cuz of Mike, and I don't wanna bore anyone with what I eat ( Read more... )

Food intake yesterday ( Read more... )

Food intake ( Read more... )