well, i might not be living at my apartment anymore. the landlord is a cock fiend and he is trying to get me to move out. long story... i've reapplied at sitel, taco bell, and applied at logan's in hopes to get a job. i'm selling the stuff the babies outgrew at a resale shop and changed the locks on my apartment so no one else can break in. what ( Read more... )

Well, this song just came on called Popcorn and made me think of the time I first heard that song! Ugh!!! God, makes me wanna get sick now that I think about it. So people are talking mad shit about me. So fucking what. I could care less what they say about me. I know what kind of person I am and that I am above such nonsense. I won't even bring ( Read more... )

Men are too fucking complicated. Never really knowing what they want... What if I was comletely fucking wrong about everything? I miss the person I once referred to as my soulmate. I now know that such a thing doesn't exist. There is no such thing as a perfect person. There are only highs and lows in a relationship, every person exhibits good and ( Read more... )

Well, I decided to have some fun last night and am paying for it today. LOL thas what I get though. for the record, i did havs fun and woke up in a great mood. So give me some mo'! ha ha. jammin out to the offspring. there is no better band to wake up and listen to. they fuckin rock and i can't get enough of them. mom is officially moving out today ( Read more... )

man, he fucking deleted it!!! i hate him!!! that coulda been useful. oh well, enough people saw that where he denied the babies and bragged about hurting me. no matter what, he is sooo going to get his. and very soon.

hmmm...let's see..i'm getting 4 flea bombs, those fleas are sooo fucking dead. should be moved back in my house by thursday more than likely. i hope this works. i miss my house. even though it is boring there and there is nothing to do when i'm by myself, it's not that bad. things could be a lot worse. i could still be getting choked and pushed ( Read more... )

life is good. the day hasn't been all bad. took the babies took their appointment. Olivia weighs 14'14 and violet weighs 13'8. they've gotten a lot bigger! i'm so proud of them. they're so smart. every day they learn something new. olivia can say violet. she says vi-yet! they were fighting over their toys today and i ended up having to break it up ( Read more... )

well i am bored. my life is shit. what else is new. no one cool on myspace to talk to today. everyone has annoyed me today. god i just feel so blah! i wish my life was more eventful. nothing exciting has happened all day. rob came over twice and things were crazy here, so he went home. so now i am bored. there has got to be something to fucking do ( Read more... )

stupid. stupid. stupid. don't even think about it.i feel like i'm stuck in a time paradox and nothing is ever going to change and the same song will be stuck in my head and i will have the same frame of mind about shit. why the fuck couldn't it be different? that will echo in my head for a long time to come. i feel so stupid, so tired, so unhappy ( Read more... )

why did i have to fall in love with such a dickweed? seriously? what the fuck is wrong with me. and now i'm here, and he's there. to be in love with a dream that doesn't exist or perhaps never did. i keep thinking this is some bad dream i will wake up from, but no. this is real and i haev to face it.i tried for like 3 weeks not to go back to that ( Read more... )