well, mom won't take the babies to daycare. george might fire me for being half an hour late today. i fucking begged my mom, god, this is what i get for depending on people. i'm just gonna call and tell him that this isn't fair to him. To please give me a good reference. Stay in with the babies 1 more day, and all the rest of this month, go job ( Read more... )

Well there is one thing to thank God for on this day...I'm not fired. I go in tomorrow morning at 6. I am soo freakin' happy. There is one less thing in my life to have to stress about. That there is. And to all the haters in the world, please, you're just jealous. And I am with a much nicer man now (yes, notice i said man, and not boy) he actually ( Read more... )

What can I say that hasn't already been said. Found out my ex is bi. My sister found his profile by accident and there he was. Brandon the bitch! I always suspected, but I had hoped I was way off. Now, I just feel nauseous and sick. He went on there and wrote how he had hurt me and was bragging about it. I mean what the fuck. That is so not cool. I ( Read more... )

I'm glad this day's almost over. Nothing has fucking gone right all day! Didn't get to take them to their appointment, didn't get to pay off my storage. Got my tips today, so that was cool. Got food from Taco Bell and got some diapers for the babies and flea ridding powder. God, I hope it works. Mom was being an ass today makin me clean everything ( Read more... )

well this day has sucked a lot of ass! didn't get to take the babies to their appointment which sucked. didn't get to pay off my storage which sucks more. now, they will prolly sell all the shit. that sucks too! i just don't feel like me sometimes ya know...i'm doing everything i can and still things keep fucking up. i just wish god would lend a ( Read more... )

god, he is such a fucking idiot! my ex tells me he is living in nc and has a job and will be able to send me and the babies some money to help out. but then, right after that, he was spotted three times...once at kroger's, once down by the kee fm radio station, and once at walmart. and always with the same chubby blonde chic. what, i guess now he ( Read more... )

Well, I am really really super tired. The babies woke me up and if they were still sleepingm so would I. i guess that is part of being a mom doing things you don't wanna do. They go to the doc today which is good cause Violet's upper respiratory infection sounds like it could be getting worse. I hate that they're sick. Hopefully, we'll get to the ( Read more... )

Well, I changed my myspace music to Pink Floyd. It was my theme song Cherry Lips by Garbage by I went back and it said song deleted by the artist... I was like wTF mate!!! Gayness! Didn't have to work today, I went down there and George was like you're not on the schedule, so I came back to my Mom's. Poor Nikki had to though and worked like a 17- ( Read more... )

yeah, i'm tired and more than a little crunked, so i'm gonna go to bed seeing how i gosta be up at 5 am...fuck me running backward naked through a cornfield of porcupines!!!!! AAAAAhhhhhh!!!!! will write more later...have very many things to say concerning the craziness that is my life....perhaps i will write tomorrow! yes, that i will!

i was just woken up by Violet...and now i can't go back to sleep. i have to be at work by 6 am..that is pretty gay. i'm going to be so fucking tired. yeah...