still so much to give and nobody to give it to.
i want to go home.

today everything turned around and around again. i was grumpy for no good reason in the afternoon until i took five minutes to think. glad i can sit down and realize that i'm being a moron and just put that shit aside ( Read more... )

how did my life turn into sitting in the living room of a house full of stoners on aberdeen with the most gorgeous hippie boy i have ever seen?

tonight i want to listen to there is an end by holly golightly and red bowling ball ruth by the white stripes on repeat, through headphones. for the rest of my life.

i love when my life gets like this. when i have music that's relatively new to me that i obsess over and listen to one song at a time, one day at a time.

x

last night we went to a small party. i can't really tell you what happened because not much did happen but it was a beautiful night and i felt so loved ( Read more... )

i am the happiest man alive. i have that in me that can convert poverty into riches, adversity into prosperity, and i am more invulnerable than achilles; fortune hath not one place to hit me.

- sir thomas browne

i am behind in everything. i spent six hours tonight reading a book for canadian literature that we've already discussed for the past three lectures. one of which i missed. and i would not have read it at all if we weren't doing a debate on it (worth a huge part of my participation mark) this thursday. i have to write another short story for monday ( Read more... )

the spoon show was beautiful. stina and i were right up at the front, and the duct tape on the edge of the stage made my fingertips sticky. they played don't make me a target and i could not ask for more ( Read more... )

written friday night (saturday morning) on magazine pages because i couldn't find my journal ( Read more... )

i find myself consciously trying to loosen my grip on the things i believe. during discussions in philosophy, i pretend that i don't already have opinions. then i see what i agree with ( Read more... )