The girl who can't concentrate or focus without noise.
The fan is on high. Explosions in the Sky is blasting through her brain. The sound of rain and thunder is being prayed for.

She never sleeps at night, but wastes away her days with rest.
The sun is draining; the night is peaceful.
Why would an introvert want to sleep when her surroundings are quiet ( Read more... )

it's 5 am and my brain won't let my body rest although it is pleading for sleep.. even though I can't feel it ( Read more... )

Cliche, I know, but this is obviously my last post for 2009 ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while, and I'm not sure why I'm doing it now at 3 AM because I still don't have anything post-worthy to say. I just felt like it's been too long since I've said anything, and I felt the urge to ramble. Big surprise ( Read more... )

I just looked through LJ entries between late October 2008 to early February 2009. Those were some of the worst memories I could possibly possess. That's when I felt like I was losing everyone, and had lost everyone at one point, and finally felt like I had lost myself. I did find my list of 2009 New Years Resolutions, most of which I'm pretty sure ( Read more... )

I walked into the home office to find my mom writing my little sister's essay FOR HER ( Read more... )

Living at home sucks. Like, it's nice being home, but compared to dorm life/independence... I'm begging to go back ( Read more... )

I'm actually really sad about going home for winter break ( Read more... )

So, at first I was a wreck ( Read more... )

You pray for rain,
I pray for blindness.Here goes a pointless rant.. you might want to grab some popcorn and a good album if you're going to stick with me on this one. Congrats if you do ( Read more... )