it's hard to go into detail, but last night Chris decided that we're not going to be more than friends anymore ( Read more... )

Yeah, maybe I do care too much. Maybe I do put in way too much effort. Maybe I try harder than I really need to. But so what. It's the only thing I know how to do. I can't just not care. It doesn't work like that ( Read more... )

Quick update before I go get lunch with Alexis ( Read more... )

I have two tests tomorrow that I need to study for ( Read more... )

Well, I am officially 19 years old ( Read more... )

So this is my last night of being 18 years old. It really doesn't feel like my birthday is tomorrow ( Read more... )

I have done nothing all. freaking. day ( Read more... )

I love living in Flagstaff ( Read more... )

There is about a 50% chance that I will see Christopher in about 3 hours.

Freak out starts.... now.

Tonight I was told that I was different than any girl he's dated. That he really likes me.
I'm shocked, to say the least. I really am so surprised that someone actually feels that way.
It's not because of low self confidence.. it's just.. I don't even know.
I want to settle down, be happy with someone. Someone who's happy with me.
Partly I blame ( Read more... )