My mother once told me that perspective is everything. Nothing and no one can make you feel any particular emotion, it is you who chooses to act they way you do. Im not sure I believe this completely. Most often, my emotions embarrass or betray me, and this I cannot imagine I do to myself. I am a twenty-something, twenty odd years of making the ( Read more... )

I confess myself surprised that I haven't posted in so long and that which has been posted is two sentences at most.I find that I have developed into a completely different person than I ever imagined. When I look back at my more arrogant days I envisioned myself an independent, highly educated, confident, world changer. I can still feel that ( Read more... )

i am bound and determined to WRITE something this weekend.

so if you would have asked me 2 weeks ago id probably tell you that I didnt think I could go on. Now im realizing that although I lost someone I love, I am gaining a whole lot as well. its awfully nice to have my friends...and well myself back. there are certainly moments when i miss the former intimacy. to be able to know that another person and i ( Read more... )

so angie and i broke up. i moved back to clio. life sucks. i dont want to talk about it.

i am so lonely

I think that it is wonderful that the one thing that would kill me right now may be the thing I need to do. So how do you pull the rip cord and plummet into a new chapter?

I did something today that I am not proud of. I never really have been a fighter though...I've always appealed to reason. But is reason always the answer?

We will see.

so many things have happened lately. Where do I start ( Read more... )

I got the job at the Kennel! I start the 19th and im soooo excited! I'll write more later...