and why is my stupid lj putting my entires in the wrong date order and fucking up the dates i type them and "backdating" some of them, whatever the FUCK that means. this is also annoying.

lj has failed me.

so we talked this weekend and there would good parts of the convo and other parts that weren't so good... but all in all it was a good conversation. and we have decided to stay together and just try to work on some things. and we had like SOOO much fun this weekend.

he really hates talking on the phone, so we agreed not to spend a lot of time on the ( Read more... )

I know that not a lot of my friends on livejournal read my journal.  And I'm fine with this fact.

But it has seemed to be a trend that far too often, this journal has gotten into the hands of the wrong people.  For example: ex-boyfriends, new girlfriends of ex-boyfriends, ugly slut lesbians from Houma, and just people in general that don't have ( Read more... )

so i haven't updated in about a million years, which really doesn't matter much considering i don't think anyone really read my journal anyways lol.... but maybe writing in it more will be therapuetic for me, so i'm going to try to get better about updating.

i've been doing better since my last couple of depression entries (sorry to anyone who read ( Read more... )

i really can't do this anymore. i can't live in this bullshit and depression. i know i'm depressed because i see no hope of it getting better ( Read more... )

i am in the absolute worst mood EVER today.  i can't even explain it.  my happening meeting yesterday went pretty well, all of my scheduling and organizational issues worked out.

but today it feels like a whole different ball game.  i have a million different things due for school, have to figure out how to take senior pictures on some weekend when ( Read more... )

so i've been in and out of doctor's offices for about 4 days now cuz they're trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me because i'm sick as a dog and i have no idea why, i just feel like shit and i spend all day laying in bed and watching TNT prime time in the day time... yayyy!!!   which i actually love:  ER, judging amy, law and order, ( Read more... )

a kiss on your birthday
didn't mean all that much
you never want to do what you're forced to do

committment
sex
drugs
lies

i love you
but the distance is so hard
i miss you
happy birthday
i'll see you soon

college
i'll see you when i see you

just by the way...

tomorrow, which is WEDNESDAY, JANUARY 25th ....  is MIRAIS' 18th BIRTHDAY!!!!

yes... that's right... i will be an adult.  which is utter bullshit lol, but whatever.

this is basially just a birthday of ( Read more... )

so i'm back in new orleans.  i visited ryan this weekend in lafayette.  it was fun.  lots of sex.  i love him.

problem... i went out with lisa on friday night to hang out with a few ( Read more... )