wow is it really possible that i haven't updated my journal in over a month?  in some ways i guess it feels like it's been even longer than that.  time moves so strangely nowadays.  has anyone else noticed that?  hopefully i'm not the only one.

so let's recap what's going on in rais' life:

• i spent christmas commuting ( Read more... )

i loved fairway last night so thanks to everyone who made it amazing

especially patrick and hazel and jeremy and ariel

and i'd like to publically apologize to anyone who i pissed off, offended, got in the way of, made concerned, or just generally annoyed last night at fairway.

and i'd like to publically thank jesse.  who thrills me all over again ( Read more... )

RENT!!!!!

JONATHAN LARSON = A FUCKING GOD!!!

R.I.P.

wish you could have been here to see your masterpiece touch the lives of so many people...

after i got out of the movie, i called jer and left him a message that said something like this: "if i hadn't been certain of it before...which i was...i'm certain of it now after seeing this movie... ( Read more... )

but i love it MORE when your best friend takes you on the most amazing date and you feel like the world revolves around you for at least one night.  you're amazing...

so i love it when you become just a piece of ass to your "best friend" .....

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my best friend hates me.  and it is my fault.  I AM WRONG.

i'm sorry and i love you

i don't know what else to say...

if it helps, you've made me feel like shit over it

and i can't lose you

COME PICK ME UP...
I'VE LANDED.

wow...i am an utter mess... a histrionic, narcissistic MESS!!!!

DisorderRatingParanoid Personality Disorder:HighSchizoid Personality Disorder:ModerateSchizotypal Personality Disorder:ModerateAntisocial Personality Disorder:HighBorderline Personality Disorder:ModerateHistrionic Personality Disorder:Very HighNarcissistic Personality Disorder:Very HighAvoidant Personality Disorder:ModerateDependent Personality ( Read more... )

those of you who know me well know that i am a very independent person.  some of y'all make fun of me because i do "weird" things like go to movies and plays by myself or stay home some friday or saturday nights for "personal days."  shout out to jer!

so what happened to me?

lisa just left.  and i am so much sadder than i thought i would be.  i am ( Read more... )